Not now

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Not now

Sometimes you need to push yoself to be better. You have to reach deep within and find that drive that piece of courage that speck of hope that touch of self motivation. In such moments you can over come anything. In that instant the impossible is possible its like back in the day wen you watched one of those Kung Fu movies you could not be beaten. In such an instant no probability is improbable. This is not one of those times. This is however one of those times to stop yoself from being better, this is the time to drag that idiot into the depths of yo innerself and lock him up before he appeals to yo conscious. Oh and aaaaah..... do yoself a favor while yo down there..... give in to yo darkside, let is surface, let it take over... Why because its more realistic ambitious and dangerous

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